when i was 12, i don't even understand what depression is
i grew up happily
i grew up to be the girl who have the brightest smile in my family
i grew up knowing that my future is gonna be full of surprises and everything good awaits me
but as i grew up,
i was told to be perfect
i'm dying to be perfect,
the perfect daughter,
the perfect friend,
the perfect girl anyone could ever met
i was told that it is not okay to make wrong choices
i was told to never ever make a fool of myself
i was told to do this and that
i was told by everyone to be normal
i was told to be myself
but when i became myself,
you called me a 'weirdo'
i was judged
what did i do wrong?
now i'm 16 years old and i have no idea what future awaits me
i dont even think there's a future for me
i don't even think i'm supposed to be here
living
in
this
world
i am not meant to be alive
i was supposed to be dead and everyone will feel okay with my absence
no one would ever care
i'm not living. i'm just not dying.
now...
i'm shutting myself out from this world
i'm messed up
and
i will never be someone i used to be
Wednesday, November 26, 2014
Sunday, November 23, 2014
too young to die, too dull to live.
It's been a long time since I wrote anything here even though it doesn't even matter because no one is actually reading my blog/care about my blog. lol
So that was a bit dissapointing intro hmm because i'm actually not motivated to live at this moment.
it's not like i want to kill myself right now but it crosssed my mind a couple of times.
but it doesn't matter okay? because i don't matter. i'm no one so why bother.
don't get me wrong though, i'm just bummed right now.
i might be depressed. i don't even know what's going on with me right now.
so currently, i'm listening to TFIOS playlist.
what a beautiful playlist.
it's amazing.
the songs are amazing.
they were written perfectly.
perfect for teenagers like me.
well, if you're 30+ you might think i'm a dull boring teen that's bored with my own life and trying to seek attention from the social media...
which is not correct because i never actually thought of seeking attention from the public attention so... just don't think of that.
i never actually posted anything regarding my feelings/thoughts about the life im living right now and... i just want to vent out some stuffs that has been going on in my mind for approximately 1 or almost 2 years of my life.
since i was 11, i know there's something different inside of me which i never told anyone before.
not even my family or closest friends.
and the 'different' thing inside of me is not a good thing and i know this thing will one day consume me and eat me from the inside of me and i will just turn into a living corpse trying to escape from my own body which is impossible.
i have had battles in my mind and i pretend to be okay but deep inside... i am no longer me.
i've changed. and the thing is... it is not a good change.
i tried a couple of times to be more like my sister (she's very good at making friends and socializing) and it succeed.
i have a lot of friends and most people love hanging out with me but they do not know who i really am and i'm just pretending to be like my sister so people will love me.
deep inside of me, i hate me. i hate myself.
i just don't know what to do with my life anymore.
i joined a lot of school activities and the happiness that i gained from the school activities only lasts during the portion of time when i'm doing the activities and it just doesn't last.
i tried so hard to be perfect.
i scored straight A's for my parents so they will be happy but i never feel appreciated for all the work that i have done.
i joined a lot of curricular activities so i have many friends and i want to make my parents proud of me when i win a competition but deep inside my heart... i know i won't make anyone happy for the achievements that i get.
i spend a lot of time trying to be perfect, trying to please everyone around me and make everyone around me happy.
i forgot to make myself happy. i forgot to please myself. i forgot to be myself.
i am a loser.
i am no one.
i am dull.
that's who i am and i have no idea where to start to repair myself.
i'm going bad and i know it.
i watch a lot of movies, read books and spend soooo many time online because that's the only way out of my own mind.
that's the only way i can forget about myself and be out of my mind and focused on something else.
and that is literally me.
which i can't change/escape.
i'm forgetting myself....
So that was a bit dissapointing intro hmm because i'm actually not motivated to live at this moment.
it's not like i want to kill myself right now but it crosssed my mind a couple of times.
but it doesn't matter okay? because i don't matter. i'm no one so why bother.
don't get me wrong though, i'm just bummed right now.
i might be depressed. i don't even know what's going on with me right now.
so currently, i'm listening to TFIOS playlist.
what a beautiful playlist.
it's amazing.
the songs are amazing.
they were written perfectly.
perfect for teenagers like me.
well, if you're 30+ you might think i'm a dull boring teen that's bored with my own life and trying to seek attention from the social media...
which is not correct because i never actually thought of seeking attention from the public attention so... just don't think of that.
i never actually posted anything regarding my feelings/thoughts about the life im living right now and... i just want to vent out some stuffs that has been going on in my mind for approximately 1 or almost 2 years of my life.
since i was 11, i know there's something different inside of me which i never told anyone before.
not even my family or closest friends.
and the 'different' thing inside of me is not a good thing and i know this thing will one day consume me and eat me from the inside of me and i will just turn into a living corpse trying to escape from my own body which is impossible.
i have had battles in my mind and i pretend to be okay but deep inside... i am no longer me.
i've changed. and the thing is... it is not a good change.
i tried a couple of times to be more like my sister (she's very good at making friends and socializing) and it succeed.
i have a lot of friends and most people love hanging out with me but they do not know who i really am and i'm just pretending to be like my sister so people will love me.
deep inside of me, i hate me. i hate myself.
i just don't know what to do with my life anymore.
i joined a lot of school activities and the happiness that i gained from the school activities only lasts during the portion of time when i'm doing the activities and it just doesn't last.
i tried so hard to be perfect.
i scored straight A's for my parents so they will be happy but i never feel appreciated for all the work that i have done.
i joined a lot of curricular activities so i have many friends and i want to make my parents proud of me when i win a competition but deep inside my heart... i know i won't make anyone happy for the achievements that i get.
i spend a lot of time trying to be perfect, trying to please everyone around me and make everyone around me happy.
i forgot to make myself happy. i forgot to please myself. i forgot to be myself.
i am a loser.
i am no one.
i am dull.
that's who i am and i have no idea where to start to repair myself.
i'm going bad and i know it.
i watch a lot of movies, read books and spend soooo many time online because that's the only way out of my own mind.
that's the only way i can forget about myself and be out of my mind and focused on something else.
and that is literally me.
which i can't change/escape.
i'm forgetting myself....
Saturday, January 18, 2014
Study Tips.
Assalamualaikum and hi guyssss! :)
So... as you can see... my title for today's post is 'Study Tips'
I may have the most boring title ever and who would like to read a study tips coming from a 16 year old kid? Huh. Alright... So... Let's get started! By the way... Let's smile and say Bismillah before reading my next sentence :)
.....
Maybe some of you out there will be having important examination at the end of this year... For example : PBSMR (I don't know what is this but since PMR is abolished so they exchanged it with PBSMR which consists all subjects but only 4 will be on the PBSMR at the end of this year. If I'm wrong, please tell me. I don't have any idea what PBSMR is... Back in my days, it was called PMR. I sound so old...LOL.)
If you're going to face SPM this year... I can give you a few tips on how to study but I'm only 16 and if you can't use my method of studying... I'm sorry.
Alright. My post is getting a little bit boring and too formal doesn't it?
I feel ya. I feel your boring-ness even though I can't see any of you out there... LOL. Boring-ness. Is that even a word?
Okay. To heat up the spirit...
I'm going to post a funny picture... So you won't be bored or stressed thinking about your final examination...
HAHAHA. Funny right? Okay. So smile... :) Don't be stressful. :)
So. Okay. Some of you may wonder, why is this kid trying to give me study tips? Is she even a good student? What did she get for her PMR? Why won't she show it? If she think she's good enough to give me study tips, well then. Be a man. Show me your result.
So.. I will show you my result. At the end of this post. So. NO, DON'T SCROLL DOWN YET. READ WHAT'S WRITTEN HERE. Okay?
Be patient my dear love. So...
My study tips ( That's a very long introduction right? Ha ha ha)
Firstly... since it's only January. You may think... "It's only January bro. Why should we study? I mean, that's not cool bro. No cool"
Who cares about being cool?
Do you think you can get a job by being cool?
Alright. Refresh your mind and think about this.
There are so many things to learn about. And you only have a couple of months.
I'm not trying to scare you.
But really. You really need to start studying now! After you finish reading my post......
Hmm. But remember, don't be stressful :)
Smile. If you don't understand anything. ASK.
But don't annoy your teacher.
What I meant here is... Don't ask questions that you've already know.
I mean, don't waste your teacher's time because you were trying to impress your teacher by asking questions that you've already know.
ASK QUESTIONS THAT YOU REALLY DON'T KNOW OR UNSURE ABOUT.
Secondly... DO A LOT OF PAST YEAR QUESTIONS.
Tbh, I don't like reading school books. Like revision books etc,
But I enjoy reading novels.
So, if you're like me, you should do a lot of PAST YEAR QUESTIONS.
But since PMR is abolished, I'm not sure whether they still sell this kind of book :
So... as you can see... my title for today's post is 'Study Tips'
I may have the most boring title ever and who would like to read a study tips coming from a 16 year old kid? Huh. Alright... So... Let's get started! By the way... Let's smile and say Bismillah before reading my next sentence :)
.....
Maybe some of you out there will be having important examination at the end of this year... For example : PBSMR (I don't know what is this but since PMR is abolished so they exchanged it with PBSMR which consists all subjects but only 4 will be on the PBSMR at the end of this year. If I'm wrong, please tell me. I don't have any idea what PBSMR is... Back in my days, it was called PMR. I sound so old...LOL.)
If you're going to face SPM this year... I can give you a few tips on how to study but I'm only 16 and if you can't use my method of studying... I'm sorry.
Alright. My post is getting a little bit boring and too formal doesn't it?
I feel ya. I feel your boring-ness even though I can't see any of you out there... LOL. Boring-ness. Is that even a word?
Okay. To heat up the spirit...
I'm going to post a funny picture... So you won't be bored or stressed thinking about your final examination...
HAHAHA. Funny right? Okay. So smile... :) Don't be stressful. :)
So. Okay. Some of you may wonder, why is this kid trying to give me study tips? Is she even a good student? What did she get for her PMR? Why won't she show it? If she think she's good enough to give me study tips, well then. Be a man. Show me your result.
So.. I will show you my result. At the end of this post. So. NO, DON'T SCROLL DOWN YET. READ WHAT'S WRITTEN HERE. Okay?
Be patient my dear love. So...
My study tips ( That's a very long introduction right? Ha ha ha)
Firstly... since it's only January. You may think... "It's only January bro. Why should we study? I mean, that's not cool bro. No cool"
Who cares about being cool?
Do you think you can get a job by being cool?
Alright. Refresh your mind and think about this.
There are so many things to learn about. And you only have a couple of months.
I'm not trying to scare you.
But really. You really need to start studying now! After you finish reading my post......
Hmm. But remember, don't be stressful :)
Smile. If you don't understand anything. ASK.
But don't annoy your teacher.
What I meant here is... Don't ask questions that you've already know.
I mean, don't waste your teacher's time because you were trying to impress your teacher by asking questions that you've already know.
ASK QUESTIONS THAT YOU REALLY DON'T KNOW OR UNSURE ABOUT.
Secondly... DO A LOT OF PAST YEAR QUESTIONS.
Tbh, I don't like reading school books. Like revision books etc,
But I enjoy reading novels.
So, if you're like me, you should do a lot of PAST YEAR QUESTIONS.
But since PMR is abolished, I'm not sure whether they still sell this kind of book :
I recommend this book because they put Form 1 Chapters, Form 2 Chapters and Form 3 Chapters separately so it is easy for you to know which chapters you need to improve.
So, the government will give you RM 100 right?
I recommend you to buy books by using that money.
Don't waste your money on going to cinemas or malls. You can do that after the examination at the end of this year.
This is what I bought with the RM 100...
As you can see, I bought the same book right? Practice makes perfect...
But since it is PBSMR, I'm not sure whether you should buy those books because I don't know what's the format for PBSMR but we still study the same thing right?
So I guess, MAYBE... you can do exercises in those books but ask your teaches about it. Okay?
For History, my teacher told me it is RECOMMENDED to buy past year questions. Because... History questions is based on text books, all past year questions is based on text books. So, read History ( FORM 1,2,3 ) text books. Understand the facts. Don't simply remember it. You might forget.
Some of you may buy the LARGE book. Combination of form 1,2,3 revisions. I recommend you not to buy those books. If you bought it since form 1 then it's okay. But if you want to buy it now, and you're in form 3 and let say you don't have any little bro/sis so... buy something like this...
Small in size but it is very good. Actually, books like this is kind of (for me) better than the large revision books.
The large revision book contains a lot of information that you don't really need.
Small books like the one in the picture is the summarized version of large books.
Okay?
THE NEXT TIP is... be good to your teacher.
This may be the most common tip ever but trust me. It is IMPORTANT to respect your teacher.
If you're a good student, your teacher will give you something like this...
(Those are past year questions and clones)
Next, STAY CLEAN AND WEAR PERFUME WHEN YOU'RE STUDYING.
This is actually very important. Do you feel focus when you study in a dirty & untidy place? No? So, stay clean and wear perfume when you're studying!
You will feel more focus and you'll remember the facts better!
Everyone has a different style of studying, but this is my style. I listen to SONGS.
BUT...
"Some people can study effectively with music playing, while others are distracted by any outside stimulus"
So... it depends to you!
And...
The most important thing is...
Be Good To Your Parents (why do I type like that?)... and DON'T FORGET TO PRAY :)
Our parents' prayers are the most important thing. They raised us up and they want nothing more than seeing us to be successful in life. So, don't make them sad. Make them happy and be good to them! Love them with all your heart and remember this, they're your king and queen ;)
Al-Isra' 17:23
And... don't forget to pray!
Everything happens by the will of Allah
and remember, Allah SWT is the Best of Planners.
If you ever feel sad, depressed and lonely... PRAY! :) InshaAllah, you will feel better ;)
I will pray for all of you out there to be successful in life and the hereafter. InshaAllah! :)
All the best to all of you out there!
And that is for all for today. InshaAllah... we'll meet again...
OH, I almost forgot...
There you go..... Happy now?
Friday, January 3, 2014
2014
Assalamualaikum and hi!
Alhamdulillah it's 2014 and we're still living in this world.
Alhamdulillah....
I know, today is the 3rd day of 2014 and sorry for the late post!
And I'm sorry for not posting anything on this blog for a couple of months. I'm so so so so so sorry!
I am now 16 years old. Yeah...
So, maybe some of you may wonder... what did I get for my PMR ?
Let's keep it as a secret yeah?
Maybe I'll tell you guys on my next post.... MAAYYYYBEEEE.
So... everyone is getting TALLER after school holiday and do you want to know what happened to me?
I'm getting shorter.... and shorter.... day by day...
All I want to say here is...
May this year brings you all happiness, peace, good health and let's move on, forget about the past, be happy and stay positive!
May Allah bless our journey in this world... InshaAllah....
Assalamualaikum and have a good day guys! :)
Alhamdulillah it's 2014 and we're still living in this world.
Alhamdulillah....
I know, today is the 3rd day of 2014 and sorry for the late post!
And I'm sorry for not posting anything on this blog for a couple of months. I'm so so so so so sorry!
I am now 16 years old. Yeah...
So, maybe some of you may wonder... what did I get for my PMR ?
Let's keep it as a secret yeah?
Maybe I'll tell you guys on my next post.... MAAYYYYBEEEE.
So... everyone is getting TALLER after school holiday and do you want to know what happened to me?
I'm getting shorter.... and shorter.... day by day...
All I want to say here is...
May this year brings you all happiness, peace, good health and let's move on, forget about the past, be happy and stay positive!
May Allah bless our journey in this world... InshaAllah....
Assalamualaikum and have a good day guys! :)
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
Alhamdulillah!
Assalamualaikum and how you doing guysss?
Did you miss me?
Hehehe.
I miss blogging A LOT.
Alhamdulillah! The war has ended!
As you all may know, I'm 15 years old so I just finished my one of the most important examination in my life- yesterday which is called PMR.
If you don't know about it, don't hesitate to Google it. But Wikipedia has been hacked by the 'irresponsibles' so not everything in the Wikipedia is correct. For example :
Annoying right?
So yeah...
I have so much to say and I have no idea where to start!
I've stopped blogging for like... a couple of months and now it's kinda weird and awkward at the same time to start blogging again.
Even though nobody reads my blog. Hahahaha *sad story
Okay. So... I don't have any planned activities after PMR.
And I don't feel like attending school. But I can't do that.
By hook or by crook, I HAVE to go to school.
That's essential.
AAAAA. I am in love.
I'm so random right?
Can you feel the awkwardness in this post?
If you can, we're soulmate!
Okay. Cut it out.
I think I'm gonna start reading the novel that I've been wanting to read but my mom didn't let me cause she wants me to focus on my PMR subjects. So PMR is over and I think I can start reading books now!
Okay. That's all for now.
See you guys in the next post!
And I promise to update my blog more often cause PMR is over so I can spend my days updating blogs and being unproductive.
BYE GUYSSSS!! <3 <3 <3
Did you miss me?
Hehehe.
I miss blogging A LOT.
Alhamdulillah! The war has ended!
As you all may know, I'm 15 years old so I just finished my one of the most important examination in my life- yesterday which is called PMR.
If you don't know about it, don't hesitate to Google it. But Wikipedia has been hacked by the 'irresponsibles' so not everything in the Wikipedia is correct. For example :
So yeah...
I have so much to say and I have no idea where to start!
I've stopped blogging for like... a couple of months and now it's kinda weird and awkward at the same time to start blogging again.
Even though nobody reads my blog. Hahahaha *sad story
Okay. So... I don't have any planned activities after PMR.
And I don't feel like attending school. But I can't do that.
By hook or by crook, I HAVE to go to school.
That's essential.
AAAAA. I am in love.
I'm so random right?
Can you feel the awkwardness in this post?
If you can, we're soulmate!
Okay. Cut it out.
I think I'm gonna start reading the novel that I've been wanting to read but my mom didn't let me cause she wants me to focus on my PMR subjects. So PMR is over and I think I can start reading books now!
Okay. That's all for now.
See you guys in the next post!
And I promise to update my blog more often cause PMR is over so I can spend my days updating blogs and being unproductive.
BYE GUYSSSS!! <3 <3 <3
Tuesday, August 6, 2013
Hmm. Hi?
Assalamualaikum and hiiii!
So... it's been a while eh...
Hekshekshekssss.
I've been busy... Been busy with stuffs.
I don't know what stuff but yeah. I've been busy. Very 'busy'
Well. Not really.
Okay. So... I got nothing on my mind right now.
Cause... it's 1:20 AM and I'm bored so... I think I should post something...
OKAY.
LET'S GET STARTED! :) *Voldemort smiley
"FACTS ABOUT ME"
So... I know maybe some of you will think...
"Oh, facts about you? NOBODY WANTS TO KNOW ABOUT IT. Pshhhh. Boring!"
Well. Guess what? You're right...... NOT!
I don't care if you like this or not, I'm going to post this anyway cause I got nothing on my mind as I stated previously. (This is my blog so... PSHHH)
SO... I just copied 50 questions that I will answer HONESTLY straight from my heart...
So... Be ready.
"FACTS ABOUT ME"
1. Name? : Potato
2. Hair color? : You don't wanna know.
3. Height? : Shorter than others
4. How many sibling do you have? : 5
5. Favorite actor? : ALAN RICKMAN!
6. Favorite movie? : Insidious :)
7. Superhero you would be? : I don't watch superhero movies but if I can be a superhero... I wanna be a superhero with invisibility power.
8. Eye color? : Dark brown
9. Favorite number? : 99
10. First letter of your middle name : H
11. Where do you live? : Somewhere...
12. Favorite country? : Saudi Arabia
13. Where would you travel to at this moment? : AHA! Makkah.
14. Who do you miss the most right now? : Too many. Mr H is the most.
15. Last thing you did before answering this? : Watch videos on YouTube
16. How much time on computer per day? : MANY
17. Favorite food? : Anything that tastes delicious.
18. Chocolate or Vanilla? : CHOCOLATE!
19. Tell me a joke : What do you call a guy who likes to go to a gym? JIM!
20. Birthday : 5th of October.
21. Are you funny? : I'M HILARIOUS.
22. What sports do you like? : Nahhh... I don't do sports... If sleep is a sport, sleep is the answer.
23. Age? : 15
24. Favorite hobby? : Cooking.
25. Cursive or print? : PRINT FOR SURE! Ain't nobody got time for cursive.
26. Favorite book? : Textbooks. Nahh. I don't read books. Not really. AAA! I have one favourite book. I forgot its name.
27. You know the YMCA song? : I'm not sure. Maybe.
28. Favorite song? : Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order
29. Would you consider yourself to be artistic? : HAHAHA. No.
30. Last person I hugged : My mom <3
31. Tea or coffee? : Both.
32. Shake or malt? : SHAKE!
33. Believe in true love? : OF COURSE! My parents prove that to me.
34. Number of Facebook friends : I don't know. 1K. But I only know 15 people in my friend list.
35. Have a Facebook? : No. Lol. Yes.
36. Who do I like : Hahaha. Let's keep that as a secret.
37. Apple or banana? : BANANA!
38. Favorite color? : Turquoise.
39. Glasses? : Yes. I wear glasses. But I hate them.
40. Contacts? : No. I don't like getting stuffs in my eyes.
41. Black or white? : BLACK
42. Salt or sugar? : Sugarrrr.
43. Dad or Mom? : BOTH <3
44. Describe yourself using one word : Weird
45. Pet? : 8
46. Name of pet? : Chiko
47. If you could, what would you buy right now? : I would buy... happiness. I need them.
48. Number you are thinking of right now : 7
49. Favorite class subject? : Math
50. Who would you marry? : Someone I truly love. He's reading this now. :) Lol no. If your sister's name doesn't start with the letter A, then you're not.
So... it's been a while eh...
Hekshekshekssss.
I've been busy... Been busy with stuffs.
I don't know what stuff but yeah. I've been busy. Very 'busy'
Well. Not really.
Okay. So... I got nothing on my mind right now.
Cause... it's 1:20 AM and I'm bored so... I think I should post something...
OKAY.
LET'S GET STARTED! :) *Voldemort smiley
"FACTS ABOUT ME"
So... I know maybe some of you will think...
"Oh, facts about you? NOBODY WANTS TO KNOW ABOUT IT. Pshhhh. Boring!"
Well. Guess what? You're right...... NOT!
I don't care if you like this or not, I'm going to post this anyway cause I got nothing on my mind as I stated previously. (This is my blog so... PSHHH)
SO... I just copied 50 questions that I will answer HONESTLY straight from my heart...
So... Be ready.
"FACTS ABOUT ME"
1. Name? : Potato
2. Hair color? : You don't wanna know.
3. Height? : Shorter than others
4. How many sibling do you have? : 5
5. Favorite actor? : ALAN RICKMAN!
6. Favorite movie? : Insidious :)
7. Superhero you would be? : I don't watch superhero movies but if I can be a superhero... I wanna be a superhero with invisibility power.
8. Eye color? : Dark brown
9. Favorite number? : 99
10. First letter of your middle name : H
11. Where do you live? : Somewhere...
12. Favorite country? : Saudi Arabia
13. Where would you travel to at this moment? : AHA! Makkah.
14. Who do you miss the most right now? : Too many. Mr H is the most.
15. Last thing you did before answering this? : Watch videos on YouTube
16. How much time on computer per day? : MANY
17. Favorite food? : Anything that tastes delicious.
18. Chocolate or Vanilla? : CHOCOLATE!
19. Tell me a joke : What do you call a guy who likes to go to a gym? JIM!
20. Birthday : 5th of October.
21. Are you funny? : I'M HILARIOUS.
22. What sports do you like? : Nahhh... I don't do sports... If sleep is a sport, sleep is the answer.
23. Age? : 15
24. Favorite hobby? : Cooking.
25. Cursive or print? : PRINT FOR SURE! Ain't nobody got time for cursive.
26. Favorite book? : Textbooks. Nahh. I don't read books. Not really. AAA! I have one favourite book. I forgot its name.
27. You know the YMCA song? : I'm not sure. Maybe.
28. Favorite song? : Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order
29. Would you consider yourself to be artistic? : HAHAHA. No.
30. Last person I hugged : My mom <3
31. Tea or coffee? : Both.
32. Shake or malt? : SHAKE!
33. Believe in true love? : OF COURSE! My parents prove that to me.
34. Number of Facebook friends : I don't know. 1K. But I only know 15 people in my friend list.
35. Have a Facebook? : No. Lol. Yes.
36. Who do I like : Hahaha. Let's keep that as a secret.
37. Apple or banana? : BANANA!
38. Favorite color? : Turquoise.
39. Glasses? : Yes. I wear glasses. But I hate them.
40. Contacts? : No. I don't like getting stuffs in my eyes.
41. Black or white? : BLACK
42. Salt or sugar? : Sugarrrr.
43. Dad or Mom? : BOTH <3
44. Describe yourself using one word : Weird
45. Pet? : 8
46. Name of pet? : Chiko
47. If you could, what would you buy right now? : I would buy... happiness. I need them.
48. Number you are thinking of right now : 7
49. Favorite class subject? : Math
50. Who would you marry? : Someone I truly love. He's reading this now. :) Lol no. If your sister's name doesn't start with the letter A, then you're not.
Tuesday, July 30, 2013
A story about someone I love...
I saw him...
I thought to myself...
"You'll be mine...As if!"
I love him.
From the very beginning.
From the first time I saw him.
The thing I love about him the most is... he shines among his friends.
He's the most attractive among his friends.
He's like a rainbow.
He's beautiful, he's amazing and he's... just perfect...
Perfect for me... I know he's perfect for me...
I knew something about him.
He will be mine...
He will... be mine...
I think about him...
Every second, minute, hour...
He's always on my mind.
It's him... If only he knew how much I love him.
If only he knew how much I've been waiting for him...
If only he knew how much I missed him...
If only he knew how awful it is to spend a day without him...
Then... one day...
I walked pass his friends.
He's not there!
He usually sit with his friends!
But he's not there!
Where did he go? :(
I asked his friend...
"Where is he?"
"Aaah. He's not here... Why?"
"Ooh nothing... Where did he go?"
"Well... you know...he's always busy...Hmm. Don't worry. He'll be back next month..."
"Oooh okay..."
A month passed by...
There he was..
Standing with his friends...
I asked his friend...
"When did he arrived?"
"Ahhh. Just this morning... You like him, don't you?"
"Hmm. I kinda... like him... Actually, I love him... How did you know about this?"
"Well... I saw you everyday walking here back and forth searching for him. Waiting for him... And... you asked me every week about him... It's too obvious..."
"Oooh...He's beautiful...Sorry if I'm bothering you..."
"Nahh..."
*AWKWARD SILENCE*
"Sooo..." his friend said...
"How much is it?" I replied...
"Sure. It's only RM1500 Brand new!"
"Oooh. Never mind"
And... That's my story about someone I love....
Assalamualaikum!!!
I thought to myself...
"You'll be mine...As if!"
I love him.
From the very beginning.
From the first time I saw him.
The thing I love about him the most is... he shines among his friends.
He's the most attractive among his friends.
He's like a rainbow.
He's beautiful, he's amazing and he's... just perfect...
Perfect for me... I know he's perfect for me...
I knew something about him.
He will be mine...
He will... be mine...
I think about him...
Every second, minute, hour...
He's always on my mind.
It's him... If only he knew how much I love him.
If only he knew how much I've been waiting for him...
If only he knew how much I missed him...
If only he knew how awful it is to spend a day without him...
Then... one day...
I walked pass his friends.
He's not there!
He usually sit with his friends!
But he's not there!
Where did he go? :(
I asked his friend...
"Where is he?"
"Aaah. He's not here... Why?"
"Ooh nothing... Where did he go?"
"Well... you know...he's always busy...Hmm. Don't worry. He'll be back next month..."
"Oooh okay..."
A month passed by...
There he was..
Standing with his friends...
I asked his friend...
"When did he arrived?"
"Ahhh. Just this morning... You like him, don't you?"
"Hmm. I kinda... like him... Actually, I love him... How did you know about this?"
"Well... I saw you everyday walking here back and forth searching for him. Waiting for him... And... you asked me every week about him... It's too obvious..."
"Oooh...He's beautiful...Sorry if I'm bothering you..."
"Nahh..."
*AWKWARD SILENCE*
"Sooo..." his friend said...
"How much is it?" I replied...
"Sure. It's only RM1500 Brand new!"
"Oooh. Never mind"
And... That's my story about someone I love....
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